♥ I'm in love and always will be ♥

Everyday when i wake up, i look at her and i'm proud of watching that girl being so strong.

She gets outta bed and washes her face. She hates herself. She wants to escape the life she was given. Sometimes she wishes she was dead, she needs another reality but hers. Or maybe she doesn't want to die but needs some things to change for better once and for all. She needs to feel better.

I love her.

She can't see how strong she is.

After all that's ever happened, she's still here with me.

The blood runs thought her veins.

Veins full of hate, pain and suffering.

But the heart is filled with hope and care and love.

She doesn't see that all the past was only to make her a warrior. So she fights a battle everyday and some days she wins, some others she gets lost in the woods all alone, but she never loses. You know why? Cause she's still breathing. And i'm proud of her. And i love her.

Her power is stronger day after day, even when she cries and cuts her own skin and bleeds till fall asleep. That's not weakness. That's her choice to heal the pain inside her mind.

So when she feels she's weak, i don't. I see a smart and lovely and charming girl full of joy and hope who wants to stay young and laugh and to have lots of safe fun. She deserves those smiles. And i love her.

I fall in love with her everyday of my fucking life.

Every time i look at the mirror, i fall deeper and deeper for her.

Her eyes. Her smile. Her hair. Her scars. And i love her.

She hates the mirror, but I love what i see.